Everything is coming crashing down tonight.  Category:(Serious Advice) Created:(7/31/2001 8:12:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (282 times) the memories hurt so much, Why do they come back? Why do i have to relive the past? I can't deal with this now theres to much going on I have to many responsibilietys right now. I don't need this. the last time this happened i ended up in the hospital for a few days. I can't stop thinking about all the people i have lost in my life. The people i don't see anymore who mean the world to me. What have I done to them to make them not want to be near me? Someone just tell me what i did wrong. Where did i screw up? Was it when i went into the hospital in september thats the last time i saw anyone special. I didnt even get to say good bye to my pepere before he died. I am the only one who didn't get to say good bye to him and that i loved him because i was locked away. Because i was stupid enough to try and commite suicide. I have to go im crying to much. Sorry for taking up space. tef You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Spring is coming