A little more than a year ago, I was miserable, yes. Nothing realy happening in my life, board, isolated. But i could get close to people and make friends. I could verry easily tell if someone was upset or sad. So what better person to help bring ya out of a slump then someone who's in one themselves? I realy did tend to make them feel better too. I loved it. It was what i did to make myself feel happy. Now i cant. I can still see it in people but now it's like im numb to it. I dont remember what i did then because my girlfriend at the time had caused me to only focous it on her. My mind was trained to react to her and only her. I would help her. No one else because i didnt have the time to; and...I couldnt realy make her feel better. That shot my selfesteme for sure. Im kind of scared of it now too. I cant realy explain why though, and after so long, i forgot what it is exactly i did; The kind of things i would say. I cant open up as much anymore. Im not who i used to be.
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