The Art of life   Author:  44278  Category:(Poetry) Created:(10/6/2001 7:16:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (227 times) Hi my name is Sparxster and I'm new here. I loved this poem/song so much I wanted to share it. It's called "Art of Life" hope you like it. ~Art of life~ Desert Rose Why do you live alone If you are sad I'll make you leave this life Are you white blue or bloody red All I see is drowning in cold grey sand The winds of time You knock me to the ground I'm dying of thirst I wanna run away I dont know how to set me free to live My mind cries out feeling pain I've been roaming to find myself How long have I been feeling endless hurt Falling down rain flows into my heart In the pain I'm waiting for you Cant go back No place to go back to Life is lost. Flowers fall If its all dreams Now wake me up If its all real Just kill me I'm making the wall inside my heart I dont wanna let my emotions get out It scares me to look at the world Dont wanna find myself lost in your eyes I've tried to drown my past in grey I never wanna feel more pain Run away from you with out saying any words What I dont wanna lose is love Through my eyes time goes by like tears My emotions losing the color of life Kill my heart Release all my pain I'm shouting out loud Insanity takes hold over of me Turning away from the wall Nothing I can see The scream deep inside reflecting another person in my heart He calls me from within "All existance you see before you must be wiped out : Dream, Reality, Memories, and yourself" I begin to lose control of myself My lust is so blind, destroys my mind Nobody can stop my turning to madness No matter how you try to hold me in your heart Why do you wanna raise these walls I dont know the meaning of hatred My brain gets blown away hearing the words of lies I only want to hold your love Stab the dolls filled with hate Wash your self in their blood Drive to the raging current of time Swing your murderous weapon into the belly "the earth" Shout and start creating confusion Shed your blood for pleasure And what? For love? What am I supossed to do? I believe in the madness called "Now" Past and future prison my heart Time is Blind But I wanna trace my love on the walls of time over pain in my heart Art of life Insane blade stabbing dreams Try to break the truth now But I cant heal this broken heart in pain Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life Keep on crying Close my Eyes Time breathes I can hear All love and sadness melt in my heart Dry my tears Wipe my bloody face I wanna feel me living my life outside my walls You cant drive of yesterday, so You're painting your heart with your blood You cant say "No" Only turning the wheel of time with a rope around your neck You build a wall of mortality and take a breath from between the bricks You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them You're trying to commit suicide You're satisfied with your prologue Now your painting your first chapter black You are putting the scraps of life together and trying to make an asylum for yourself You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage and You are trying to kill me I beleive in the madness called "Now" Time goes flowing, breaking my heart Wanna live Cant let my heart kill myself Still I haven't found what I'm looking for Art of life I try to stop myself But my heart goes to destroying the truth Tell me why I want the meaning of my life Do I try to live, Do I try to love in my dream I'm breaking the wall inside my heart I just wanna let my emotions get out Nobody can stop I'm running to freedom No matter how you try to hold me in your world Like a doll carried by the flow of time I sacraficed the present moment for the future I was inchains of memory half-blinded Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams Close my eyes Rose breathes I can hear All love and sadness melt in my heart Dry my tears Wipe my bloody face I wanna feel me living my life outside my mind Dreams can make me mad I can't leave my dream I can't stop myself Don't know what I am What lies are truth? What truths are lies? I believe in the madness called "Now" Time goes flowing breaking my heart Wanna live Cant let my heart kill myself Still I havent found what I'm looking for Art of life I try to stop myself But my heart goes to destroying the truth Tell me why I want the meaning of my life Do I try to live, Do I try to love Art of life An Eternal Bleeding heart You never wanna breath you last Wanna live Can't let my heat kill myself Still I'm felling for A Rose is breathing love in my life You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author:  44278 ( Click here ) Spring is coming