Well, everyone, I am miserable at the moment. Things are not going very well for me in the friend department, so I decided to share this letter with you that I wrote to my *friend* so you could get an inkling of how I feel. Thanks for *listening.*You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
By now, Im sure, you already know you chose to mess me over in the two ways that would affect me the most. One, that I could have gotten over quite easily with time, was kissing my Homecoming date. That is one of those taboo no-nos that can be forgiven eventually. The second, however, is something that, regardless of if we stay friends or not, I will never be able to forgive you for or chase it from my mind, and that is abandoning me and leaving me here, completely alone. Today would have been a beautiful day for a road trip, and a nice day to watch the game. Somehow you choosing your own fun over my feelings doesnt help much. I have no clue the thoughts that went through your head after you read my first letter because you didnt call me. Come to think of it, you didnt even call me to tell me you were abandoning me and throwing me off to the side (yet again). I called you and left various messages in hopes of salvaging what was left of my feelings and trust for you as my friend. Maybe in this letter I am still grasping at strings hoping that once again I can find some rational reason to forgive you for all of this. Only, I cant really seem to find one. What stays with me is how well we know each other, how very well you know me and my fear of being alone and without a soul to talk to or a shoulder to cry on, how well I know you, and how I knew without thinking that you would choose to go to Chicago with your boyfriend over your friend. I dont know if you are making it a point this year to alienate everyone from you so that you wind up with no friends, or if you are still on this incredibly destructive path of bad decision making. Who knows? I cannot for the life of me figure it out. Ive been there for you through everything, yet at the first sight of something else you kick drop me into my own miserable loneliness. I dont know what makes me cry over our friendship, because as many people have told me, it must not be worth much for you to do all of this to me in a matter of one week, but I do. I cried because someone I trusted did the two things they could do to hurt me the worst only in one week, I cried because I dont know if I will ever trust you again to not do it again, I cried because I am alone, and I have nowhere to go, because I am stuck here in my room, alone with a desolate campus surrounding me. I was hoping that there may have been a chance that regardless of how you might feel you lost out on your little trip, that you would have chosen your best friend instead of a weekend trip with your boyfriend and another couple. I cant even tell you how that itself would have fixed any problem weve ever had. Youre probably thinking that I am very selfish to have asked for that, or selfish to even write this letter to you telling you, but I think I at least deserve to be as selfish as you sometimes. You didnt even have the decency to call me and tell me you chose to go to Chicago, you just left and left me hanging to be even more miserable than before. Its easy to say you are the worst friend I have ever had in my entire life, and at this point you are. But for some reason, and (call me stupid, because everyone else has) I still want to be friends after this, although if you really do care about me, you had better figure out some darn good way to get me to trust you again. I guess thats all I needed to put on here, and well talk some more, if you can handle picking up a phone to call me.
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