Lately, I've been just plain sick of seeing people berating each other every chance they get. I don't even think school is a SCHOOL anymore, people just consider it a social gathering with their friends. It gets me so angry because everyone's opinions are so biased and crucial. All I hear are people demeaning others and sometimes I just want to scream a them or knock some sense into them. Maybe I was lucky to have the common sense and to be raised by good parents to be non-biased and more accepted towards others. I'm also pretty introverted and polite, so that's a huge problem in school. People love to step all over me.
Do you know how absoloutely sick I am to hear every day about the 3 psycho-kids pot-smoking adventures? Oh yeah, he also told his friends how he lit his little brother on fire and tried to spraypaint a squirrel. I'M IN THE SAME CLASS WITH THESE PEOPLE! My God, I'm beginning to think that school is the epitome of HELL ITSELF! I'm serious!
I'm on the borderline with tolerance and watching all these people ignore each other and seperate into their cliques. Why can't we, for once, put ur differences ASIDE while judging someone? Maybe that's why I groan when I wake up every morning and get that sickening feeling in my stomach. I just cannot stand waking up and being in the same area with so many morons.
Yes, there are wonderful people.. although not very many. *sighs* You know what, if school wasn't all about an egotistical popularity contest, then maybe I would actually feel HAPPY about my school. Am I the only one who doesn't care if so-and-so has a mohawk or looks different and actually are willing to compliment and talk to them?
In fact, a lot of those so-called "weird" looking people are way sweeter and nice than the ones that look normal. Not that I haven't met any people who were just plain nice either. Fortunately, I have.
Believe me, I am the victims of these rumors. Because I am interested in the occult, countless rumors have been made up about me. People are afraid of me. I hate this reputation, and I hate how people treat others.
But, I don't think things will ever change. i can only hope. But I will still dread going to school, even though I'm trying to do my part and actually treat people how they WANT to be treated and lending a smile to weary teachers when others are busy jeering curses in the hallways and talking about their wonderful, messed-up lives.
Anyone else feel this way? How it changed my life:I really, really, do not like school but I'm trying to think positive.
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