Ok,my mind is going crazy. I'm going crazy. I miss,I mean I really miss my crush,Henry. I have no idea when I'm going to see him again. The last time I saw him was March 10th. Now,to those who haven't seen any of my other posts about Henry. This is the deal. We're well sorta friends. Well,one time for awhile,awhile back we talked on the phone everyday for awhile. And,we were supposed to go on a date. But,it didn't happen. He wasn't able to make it. Well,we don't really talk on the phone anymore. I mainly don't have guts to call him. I always get nervous. One time the phone rang and it was him. And,there was a loud crash,and he was like what was that. I fell out the chair and the chair made a loud noise lol. N E ways. I still like him. Even though I hardly ever see him. Well,since I probably won't see him for awhile. I wanna talk to him. I feel like I got so much to tell him but I also know that if I even start to talk to him,I'll forget what I wanna say. Now,it's already 11:30 here. So,maybe it's to late to call him. But,he has a pager and I could page him. And,for the past few days I've been wanting to call him but I just can't get enough guts to call him. I just really don't wanna be nervous when I talk to him. Last time I saw him I wasn't to nervous. But,can anyone help me? It's driving me crazy. Or,should I just wait until tomorrow? I might not call him but I really want to. And,I really wanna tell him I would like to be friends. And,just talk sometimes. I just want everything to be cool between me and him. But,it's just not that easy to tell him. I like him so much I'm afraid to talk to him. I just feel like he's so different from everyone else. And,I don't wanna bug him. My last crush,who was my first crush,I never had trouble talking to him. And,he was the first guy I ever loved. And,I just thought of something. I've had people ask me why I never talk to them anymore. It's like they get mad cuz I don't call them or whatever. So,I was thinking,maybe Henry is just waiting for me to be a friend. But,I also want him to know that we don't have to be in a relationship to be friends. I would just really like him to give me a chance and us become friends. So,anyone have any ideas about what I should do?
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