I'm 18 years old and I like a man 30. We're friends for now. Neither of us are rushing into anything right now. Well,most people think I'm to young for him. There is alot more to people than age. I can do almost anything a woman of 30 can do. Maybe not everything. But,I can do alot. I can cook different things,I'm not a good cook and most people don't eat everything I cook. But,I like my cooking. I know how to clean. I live with just my dad,he works and I'm home all day. So,alot of days I spend the day washing clothes. It's alot of fun! HA NOT! But,it's gotta get done. Now,most people disagree with me alot. I don't expect everyone to agree. I'm not fully educated but it was circumstances beyond my control. In less than a few months I plan on getting my GED. But,as of now I don't drive and have no way of getting there. I didn't have a good past when it comes to school. So,in a way I had to drop out. But,yet I'm not stupid. I can read and write really well. I can read up to a college level. I can't offer anyone anything. I have nothing. All I could give anyone right now is love. But,I've thought about different things lately. If I had to move with the man,I'd help him out. He works all day everyday too. So,I'd be more than willing to help him with home stuff. I just want to stop hearing from the world I'm to young,he's to old. Yadda Yadda Yadda. Everyone has their own views. This man and I are only friends but we have a close friendship. I want more but he doesn't want a relationship right now. He says he wants to focus on his career right now. So,I respect that. There are times I feel really old and I feel as much as a woman as a 30 year old. The past few years when my dad would get home from work,I'd be all ready to go places. He'd get home really tired and just wanna go to sleep. I used to get really mad with him. But,lately,since I started talking to the 30 year old,I'm alot more understanding. He sometimes tells me he just wants to go home and go to sleep. Last night I was with him and it was almost 11:00,he dropped me home and said he was going home to sleep. He gets online everynight and didn't get on last night. Here it is a little after 10 and I'm tired. So,I understand what older people go through. I really truly like this guy alot and I'm willing to be as patient as I have to be. Even though it's hard at times. Plus,I feel I'm not the first girl in the world who's ever liked an older man. We can't control who we like. I was just watching my favorite movie today,Loser. I understood what Dora was going through. My guy is secretive too. Even though we're not in a relationship. Somedays,he only wants to visit me when I'm by myself. My dad knows though and my dad is cool with it. My dad trusts us and everyone else should to. Ok,that's enough blabbering for today. Just had to let this out.
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