im still alive and kicking,just going through my mom and dads bitter divorce,im just considering my life luckey,i always get pulled in the middle and im lucky that im 35 years old i couldnt imagine the badness a divorce is .specally for a younger child.my friends always looked up to me because all my friends parents were divorced except mine.but now here in the messed up future there getting divorce and its not pretty.my mom hates me thinking cause i live at home with dad that im taking sides,but if i go visit my mom my dad thinks im turning towards her and im not taking sides im hurt as well as angry for them putting me and my bro and sis in this.my nerves are shot and im fed up.my brothere is worried that the family will further break aparthe is afraid of distancing the family .and hes right.but i know right now my brother and sister need me and i have to be strong.can i be strong??what will end up with my mom and dad??what will happen tommorow??what will happen today??we just dont know.no one ever does.all i know is through it all i will survive,cause i can im human and i choose to live.im planning on saving some money and starting my life,witch technicly i havent started yet.being that im a high school grad,living at home forever in the basement trapped like a fish without water.slowly dying,no job no money no car ,never married,no children of my own,35 going on 105.oh well who said life was fair.i know i watched my grandma die,i watched my own sister die.i dont believe in god.so you tell me ........what am i to do??????and i am not and will not ever consider suicide because i am way smarter and love life more than somthing stupid like that.what do you think?????
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