Date: 6/27/2002 9:34:00 PM
From Authorid: 50193
Yes, and I'll still say it. What's done is done, and you should put it behind you. Just forget about it, and make it a distant memory.  |
Date: 6/27/2002 9:34:00 PM
From Authorid: 45684
Everyone has occasional set-backs when trying to quit something. Don't be so hard on yourself. It can be very addicting!  |
Date: 6/27/2002 9:34:00 PM
From Authorid: 52866
Oh God. That's serious stuff. Why did you do it? - Luv Bug  |
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Date: 6/27/2002 9:35:00 PM
From Authorid: 50193
No need to linger on things. Just put it in the past. |
Date: 6/27/2002 9:35:00 PM
From Authorid: 56369
Hay dont cut yourslef, our bodys are so precious. I dunno if your christian or not, but ask god for help, dont get mad at me if your not.. eeek, but he can help you. Plz dont cut yourslef!!!! you might actually cut too deep one day... imagine what that would do to your allen?!  |
Date: 6/27/2002 9:36:00 PM
From Authorid: 55692
What was your reason? THats bad, everyone makes mistakes though.. Lock those knives up.. Thats like murder.. Your killing yourself hun!...
^.^ Gracefully Clumsy ^.^  |
Date: 6/27/2002 9:37:00 PM
From Authorid: 53129
i do the exact same thing and it just futhers my self loathing -x0mb13  |
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Date: 6/27/2002 9:38:00 PM
From Authorid: 50193
I love you and you love me. I'm alive and you're alive. We are going to get married next year. Why dwell on the negatives when you can focus on the positives? |
Date: 6/27/2002 9:46:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 46486
My parents argued a lot this past week, close to divorcing each other. I took it all to heart. We live in a small house so I heard every thing. It hurt me deeply. I know, I know, all couples hafta argue sometime. But it hurt me bad this time. I took it all inside me, I vented it to Allen, but it seems that I didn't tell him enough, I didn't vent enough to get it off my chest. Then today I just kept being a total meanie-head to him out of anger that was built up inside that I never got to let out, and it made me realize how horriabl I am. Taking all my anger out on him. I never turn to the knife, not as much as I used to. But today I did. I can't get over it either, it hurts me inside. I promised I wouldn't do it, to him, my parents, my friends. I let them all down.  |
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Date: 6/27/2002 9:51:00 PM
From Authorid: 50193
I love you. Just remeber that if you ever get that "urge" again. |
Date: 6/27/2002 11:11:00 PM
From Authorid: 53052
take a breath and tell yourself you are ok... he needs to understand it's a problem that you are dealing with and he should be comforting you... i know it hurts you when you turn to something like this... he propbally doesn't realise and he is probally scared, remember you can talk to others about how you are feeling before it gets this hard on you emotionally... don't feel bad about what you did just try to not do it again.. everyone has a moment of weakness...(i tend to turn to chocolate... emotional eater... or non eater in some cases) no one can expect you to be happy all the time but you got to know it's ok to be upset and sad and have emotions... talking does help.. even when you don't want to talk  |
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Date: 6/28/2002 11:48:00 AM
From Authorid: 53052
have you ever thought of having a friend that you turn to when you feel like you are going to.. a friend to talk you down and console you?? and help you through? |
Date: 7/4/2002 10:26:00 PM
From Authorid: 56630
What VG said about it put it behind you.-IcedCaveman  |
Date: 8/14/2002 12:18:00 AM
From Authorid: 35720
Sweety, there's no reason to do that! I'm glad you stopped!  |
