SELF-HATE   Author:  42568  Category:(Poetry) Created:(8/1/2002 9:37:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (300 times) I spin the fruit, A thousand times around- Hoping it will form into a flower. Dreaming, Wishing, Praying for a miracle. Self-hatred, Inflicted upon the soul. I can't be anyone good, Or anyone right. Stepping off the bridge- One foot at a time. Seconds ponder the fall, As it waits for me to take my own life. I'm sick of repitition- Reading my own words over and over again. Different poems, All can connect- I have no talent. I hold within me A heart that is not holy or sacred, But one that wants to commit evil- And fly above the trees. Crash myself into the wall before me, I hate myself. You despise me- And tell me how to act, When I can only be one person at a time. Can't I just live my life freely? There I go again- Thoughts written once again, And I continue to repeat what I have already said. Just shows, That life never changes, Because you'll stay that person, For the rest of eternity. There's no turning back- Once you've turned hatred upon yourself. Bethann You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author:  42568 ( Click here ) Spring is coming