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i think i'm manic depressive or bipolar

  Author:  57054  Category:(Depression) Created:(8/15/2002 9:47:00 PM)
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i dont really like to talk about this to people but tonight i came so close to just killing myself that i thought i would write to you guys about it. i get depressed over the easiest things. i am so alone in this world. i just want to die. even on my good days i still want to die because i just have to think about my bad days. i dont have friends who care. i'm worthless. my family life is not great. i'm totally clueless about everything. i cry every day. not a day goes by that i dont ball my eyes out or wish i was dead. none of my friends know about this because i know they would'nt care anyways. they'd just blow me off like i was trying to get attention. nobody understands me and everybody sees this funny person who likes to make people laugh. if they could only feel what i feel for just 5 minutes they would kill themselves. listen... i dont even know why i just wrote this but i'm just so close to the edge... and i'm only happy about that. i just hope i die soon. everybody would be happier and the world would be a better place without me crapping it up.

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Date: 8/15/2002 9:53:00 PM  From Authorid: 61811    oh baby, dont kill yourself! I love ya! i almost killed myself ladt night and i decided i would be hurting alot of people. if you wanna talk about it some mor, then feel free to msg me. feel better hunny ~WFP~  
Date: 8/15/2002 9:54:00 PM  From Authorid: 34487    Sweetie, we've all felt what you've felt and for more then 5 minutes. You need to look at what you have, not what you don't. That's part of life's challenge. You fail at life if you commit suicide. There is no resolution or gain for suicide. It's like laying all your cards on the table before you even look at them. You need to see a doctor and deal with this psychological dilemma. I too, suffer from depression. I've felt suicidal but am so happy I never had the lack of God to allow me to do it. Please remember that we all want you here and so does your family, even if you don't believe that. Things do work out. You laugh at what you thougt were problems when you get older. Trust me. I thought my world was ending more times then I could count and I wanted to die countless times. Life is a test, you either live and pass... or kill and lose. Don't take your life, you are meant to be. God loves you, really.   
Date: 8/15/2002 9:55:00 PM  From Authorid: 820    I'm sorry you feel that way. You should seek some professional help. Good luck. *hugs*   
Date: 8/15/2002 10:01:00 PM  From Authorid: 53909    Hey, I know how you feel. I've felt like that for a long time. I've came real close to killing myself, I've put myself in the hospital once acutally. I'm sorry that you feel this way but taking away your life is not the answer. It took me a real long time to realize that. At that point of time, I didn't care about anything but taking my life away. I felt that no one cared, I had no one close to me and my family as well weren't that close. I've seen so many shrinks about it and yet it didn't help me at all. They just threw medication at me and that was about it... Eventually, things got better. People won't be happier if you took away your life. They would miss you. Though it may not seem like it, but you would be greatly missed. If you're being so close on taking away your life, you need to seek some help. Talk to your parents, any friends, anyone that you trust, please. If you need to talk to me, please feel free to message me. *PunkStarChik*  
Date: 8/15/2002 10:07:00 PM  From Authorid: 17275    Whoa, you are sooo wrong! I am sure their are more people out there then you thing that care a great deal about you. My hubby felt the same way and wound up committing suicide last year, he had a couple hundered people show up at his funeral, most of which I had no idea who they were! There was a part during the service where people could come and say something they remembered about him and you wouldn't believe how many lives a person can touch without them even knowing it! Get some help for yourself so you can open your eyes to the wonderful person you are! Good luck to you, you are in my prayers!  
Date: 8/15/2002 10:24:00 PM  From Authorid: 22370    Listen sweetie, someone out in the world loves you, and everyone here does too. I know it hurts and that you are in alot of pain right now, but let your stronger side overpower your weaker side
Think of the things that you are good at and that you enjoy doing and do those things over and over and always remember that we all love you even though it may seem like we are all so far away. *hugs*
  
Date: 8/15/2002 10:25:00 PM  From Authorid: 16114    I think I have Manic Depression too.In the latest TIME magazine it gave a checklist to see if you were Manic Depressed and I got all cept one.  
Date: 8/16/2002 12:33:00 AM  From Authorid: 59940    if they blow you off like kleenex,its the so called friends who are worthless junk (can i say that here?!)
but seriously!
why kill yourself?
try thinking of reasons not to...like...dont you have a favorite alone spot?just go to a place in the park wher you can leave everyone else behin,you dont need to put up with this sort of bad stuff!
Fayes Eyes
  
Date: 8/16/2002 7:16:00 AM  From Authorid: 46486    Author, I don't know you, but you shouldn't kill yourself.. I know it's rough, I've been there before.. I even attempted to kill myself atleast 15 times, that's right 15 times!!... And all the times wasn't pleasant. Every time I would slit my wrist I would think of how GOOD I HAVE IT.. Please do not kill yourself, it may seem no one likes you, every one gets that feeling atleast once, don't kill yourself.. I am always here for you  
Date: 8/17/2002 2:00:00 PM  From Authorid: 57225    now..stephanie..seriously..how could you possibly say you have friends that don't care?????? you know that i care and that i'd do anything for you..if it seems like i blow you off im sorry, but i honestly don't mean to, and i'm sorry that you feel this way, i really am...you know you can call me or email me or come over anytime you are feeling down...if i could do anything to make you happy i would, okay? just remember that i'm here always..ok? lylas bye *skoola*  

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