I Have Horrible Flash Backs That Won't Go Away!!!!! (Of my x-bf and I.) Iwas with Jeff tyhe other night at the movies and when i rested my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms arpund him, i could see myself getting pushed away, like my x-bf did to me. If he didn't want me around, he'd push me away. Thats would cause a break up..anyways. The other night I saw that flash back and i looked at Jeff and hes like "is everything ok?" i am like yeah sorry. I wanna cry, but can't and i wanna scream, but won't. Everytime I go out with a guy i get these awful flash backs that keep me from holdiong his hand or sitting on his lap. I think that I will be pushed way again. It's like he scared me...i can't have a good time, because my x-bf would push me away and i am afraid it'll happen again. Should I see a coulnceler?(sp?) Should I tell my x-bf what he did to me?? should I tell Jeff about what happened and why i am not like that?(like why i won't sit on his lap etc...)
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