Why Do I Feel   Author:  53054  Category:(Poetry) Created:(8/24/2002 8:52:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (191 times) why do i feel the way i do no one to care for me.... no more hugs from you why dont you say good morning to me instead of fight and screaming why do you not care not even for one more day i wish i could be close to you once more the way it use to be but i spose we have drifted apart ever since that lonely day in september through the year that has past our fights have gotten worse i dont wanna leave this home i love but you dont want to care for me anymore and have even said you want me out i love you so much but i cant put up with it much longer i am sick of the pain and the suffering i need to get away from it all why cant you understand what i feel right now the way i am hurt by what you say the reason why i want to stay but you dont understand why i feel this way neither do i for that matter but i dont think that it will improve so as i say my final goodbyes i regret not being able to trust, to talk to hug u i loved you so much, but the family that i once knew is falling apart now im 16 i wish to leave.....jsut because of you im sorry i feel this way...but i have no other choice u want me to leave and i want me to leave but the only thing holding me back is the love which i hold for others the love for grandma who is slowly dieing i would hate to lose her and not see her again so i will stay until the family is gone and then i will go too and no one will see me anymore *hugs* evy1 TeeNLiFe You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author:  53054 ( Click here ) Spring is coming