If we were able to take this relationship slow,
I cant see why breaking up cant be the same...
Let a quick process take more time,
it's all I need.
Even though you made my life hell,
those nights I spent with you...
I can say that they were the best nights of my life.
This love thing makes no sense,
and I can already see that these months ahead of me hold nothing good.
I can see the tears and the sleepless nights right now,
just one word will stop everything...
But it's already too late.
You've left me here with broken promises,
and empty photographs,
just the faded memories of how we used to be.
You say that leaving was the best choice of your time,
but you'll never know how much this means to me.
Just look at me...talk to me...
Then maybe you can see the pain.
So goodbye...if this is how it's meant to be.
These words written on stained papers,
are the only proof of what I'm going through right now.
It's like pouring gasoline down my throat,
I feel it burn down to my heart,
where it stays...until you clean out my insides,
and make me clean and pure again.
Erase the scars that you caused me,
I must be insane for wanting you back in my arms.
But I can't help what I feel.
So just pour me another glass of your poison,
I will drink it endlessly if you want me to.
But nothing's really what it's meant to be.
Now I can't control the future or your mind,
But I can control how I deal with your leaving me here.
I've made up my mind:
The rest of my days will be spent alone in my room,
crying over a horrible picture of you in San Diego.
I miss our road trips and all those stops at the beach...
So go ahead, throw it all away....
Go ahead and throw me away
I'm not good anyway...
I'm useless and broken.
Unwanted and torn...
I'm useless.
--iCyFiRe
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