Date: 11/2/2002 11:53:00 PM
From Authorid: 28848
I'm sorry shay. I wish I knew how to make you better. I wish I knew what to say to help you get through this. But all I know to do is to just be here for you and listen if you need to talk.  |
Date: 11/2/2002 11:56:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 35160
ty christina hun. im ok really. i came to terms with this a couple of weeks ago, i cried everyday, all the time. but i know i had to move on. this is really hard. losing the one thing i always wanted. but in the end , i know things always workout 4 the best. i know u are here 4 me sweety, and i thank you so much 4 that. i luv u hun. big huggs shay  |
Date: 11/3/2002 12:17:00 AM
From Authorid: 28946
I'm so sorry for your loss Shay. Perhaps there will be a child in your future through some other way. So many children need someone loving and good and perhaps, this is part of your destiny to give love to a child not of your blood. A door never closes that another one won't open. Hang in there my friend! And just think that now you can wear white jeans without fear of a 'monthly' accident. (you have to find the silver lining in every dark cloud)  |
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Date: 11/3/2002 12:24:00 AM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 35160
lol penny ty, and you r so right. we have looked into other ways of having kids. we cant afford saving my eggs, way, way to expensive. and due to things in mikes history, we cant adopt, plus it is more than we could afford. my sister told me though , that she would be a surrogate 4 me. and i appreciate that dearly. but this poem helps me mourn the loss if my chance to have kids of my own, from my own body. i needed to get it out of my system, and into writing , instead of holding it all in. i just never realized how much of a release writing it out could be. ty for reading this, and helping me out. i luv ya hun. 8^) big huggs shay |
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Date: 11/3/2002 12:28:00 AM
From Authorid: 28946
Hugs. I understand Shay. I'm glad that writing helps to ease some of the pain. Bless you Sweetie. |
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Date: 11/3/2002 12:30:00 AM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 35160
ty penny. even though im not good at writing , it does help me feel better. luv and big huggs shay |
