Do to me what you want I don't care go ahead and taunt i think faking a happiness for two years calls for truth and a few tears
I don't find that I'm asking too much to say I'm unhappy, for my life once touched by an angel or demon I've not yet discovered because evilness can always be covered
I don't really want to be around you all I want to be by myself with no one to call for help or aid or comfort when I'm in pain I think if I'm alone my life I can reclaim
Why should I act happy if I'm not No one ever gives me a second's thought I done nothing wrong in my eyes except let this world cause my demise
You think I want to feel like this feeling sad and scared to reminisice not really I never wanted come here again It just kinda happened now that I look back then
Forgive me my Lord of what I say I'm sorry I whine but I'm afraid of every day what happens tomorrow may be bad what happens that night may make me sad
I always thought I was stronger then what I say now but I've grown weak and I'm not that sure of how I sit at night and think of what I should do and always leads back to things sad, but true
This is what I have to say, please don't stare but to be honest I no longer care Go away, i need some time for these thoughts of mine for everyone falls into this state of mind.
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