I really don't. I'm viewed as a suicidal poet person, but in all honesty I don't want to die!But I am afraid I have very ew ears left, and I feel I will not make it past 21. I know it.I also know that I will die in a car crash, and I will be coming home from a party. It will be warm -summer- and something will happen to make the car move
But I don't want to die!!!!!!! I don't know how I know or why I know or how to stop it so I'm just trying to put things in order for those I love. But I am feeling seriously unstable. I never thought of 4 years as a short period of time. And there are so many things I want to do!
I want to go to college, I want to be in a soroity, I want to become a number of things. I want to go to parties with my friends and I want to watch my cousins and sisters grow up. And now I can't. It's unfair and i don't know why! I don't know whether I'm asking for help or begging for it.
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