Again,... I wrote this,...while I was confused...this one is kinda stupid but... =P ....lol, poetry is kinda like a medicine to my soul, and- when I am sad, happy or anything, it kinda neutralizes my feelings... (especially if I am sad..) I get all the emotions out onto paper... (feel free to read my previous poems *the ones with sad titles* to get a brief understanding on what this poem is about...) I don't blame ya guys if ya hate it, it is stupid, and its depressing htat I am making all these sad poems,...so I will try to make my next poem happy... so I am going to find some happy inspiration.. :) (I am getting some ideas in my head already hehehehe HAH and no one knows whats with that so I feel so happy already).... (I JUST RAMBLE ON AND ON) here it is
Sleepless
I lie awake here when I should be sleeping I can't help it- it's just my feelings Everything is so out of wack I just wish that we could go "back" But I guess we can't My clock says its 11:54 I can't sleep, I feel so sore Its hard to smile anymore My head is all clogged up If I cry anymore my windows'll get fogged up I wish I had the perfect solution I re-wrote over and over my resolution Of what I want, what I need to have I just want you... my heart knows that This whole idea was to think of my options No matter how hard I try my heart just stops them But "love" is a game played by 2 I know what I want- I want you I know you aren't ready & that your confused So I guess I'll stay here and wait to; Maybe one day you'll love me And we'll be happy again And things will be the way they should be But until then, I'll be up everynight It'll be 12:10 wishing and praying for all to be right again...
*** I have been writing these over the last couple days, and every day I feel a little bit stronger, and my feelings sort of change,... I want to be here for him,but I know he won't be here for me, and then,...my feelings just change all over again... I will probably write more poetry tonight,...post it again tomorrow,..and then be totally shocked how fast I change over 24 hours... I hope I will be stronger...my friends help me out a lot :) thanks all
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