About all the people in my school have friends. Every grade 11 could have a job in less than a week. everybody says "I don't want to work..you know? but I need the money" I'm envious..bbecause I want to say that. But I couldn't say the same. I WANT to work, but no one would hire me for some bizzare reason. They always say "I'm looking for someone who's experienced..sorry." or "we're too full right now, come back two months later." Then there's the fact that I have no friends. I was picked on in elementary because my freakin parents dresses me up like an eskimo in the winter and thinks I should act like them. So to say, I was a dork, a loser. thus now I don't have a friend because I don't have anything to say to them..I can't think of any topic. I don't watch tv because my freakin parents are too poor to afford cable..god they don't even work. I have no clue how they pay the bills, maybe they're getting to the point when they just can't. So I have no life, technically. people say that their life is bad because they have a bad family. But they have a few things that I don't have. THey have resort. They have their jobs, they have their friends, girlfriends, they go to parties literally every week. They're just so money. I'm not money enough to have a life. I wish I have half of what those "bad life people" have. I'd die for a job. I can't get one, it's so stupid. I mean, nobody ever gave me a chance. So I don't have money, family, friends, girlfriends, job, resort, future..things look dim. I've been searching for a job for a year and a half for god sake. I tried volunteer, they always say "we have enough people, maybe next year." I've waited for a bus for an hour and a half today and I gave up. I just walked home, and five minutes after a bus passed by. I just have the WORST luck and the WORST life there possibly could be. I ONLY need two simple things you all take for granted. 1. job, even if it's minimum pay and 2. a friend. If you have those two, just think: if I have those, I'd be like so happy. unlike some people who still complains about their jobs and how it stinks and stuff. be grateful what you have, I can't say that because seriuosly I CAN"T think of what I have. every aspect of my life suck..you know you might say "you have a computer, that's how you post this thing" guess what? no I don't, I'm posting this from the public library.
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