Yeah, thats right, I actually called. No real catch to it...
He just said he wanted to hear my voice again, and he sent me the ring because he felt I deserved better than before. I was silent for a moment, then told him that things could never be as they were before.
I did respect wishes and I didn't say that Jeremy is my boyfriend, since I am afraid of putting him in danger. I love Jeremy too much to watch him get hurt.
Jon got kicked out of his other house for threatening to kill his foster brother, so I think it was smart to give as little info as possible.
We talked normally, like friends would, only there was a lot of tension. He said that if I ever needed to talk, I could call him. But I didn't really state whether I would or not.
We got off the phone and I went straight to homework. I don't have any romantic feelings toward him at all anymore. But, what I do feel is worse. I feel so guilty. I hurt him when I left him, I was the thing that made him go off the deep end, and part of me hasn't accepted any of it.
Maybe this will help with closure. I'm gonna go call Jeremy now, tell him what happened.
~* Emi *~
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