Her world was falling apart in front of her. She couldn't take it anymore. Nothing was going right. She was losing everything she cared for. Everyone that meant something to her was getting hurt. And everything she cared about was slipping away and she was losing it slowly.
These days she wasn't herself. She felt sick all the time, even when she acted fine. Sleeping made her sick, eatting made her sick, even just relaxing to a point made her sick. Her life couldn't go on like this.
It was her curse she felt it. She never knew what her curse was but when it came around it hurt everything and everyone. She thought about leaving, but that wouldn't work either because things still were within her heart.
She watched as those she loved faught with one another. Like they hated one another, as if they didn't share the same blood. She stepped back and let her heart get taking and then smashed into the ground like it didn't matter.
Her life she gave up on basically. It didn't matter to her. She would try to do what would make those who loved her proud but that was it. She didn't hold the simple joys anymore.
Her only focus in life right now was others. First family, then friends, then others, then if she had time herself.
In her blood she felt anger, pain, no pride though she had lost that by choice. She had destroyed it within a moment and could never give it back. She would destroy herself to if she had the chance but she didn't, she wouldn't. She didn't believe in suicide or anything among the matter of fact. She believe in living your life how it was layed out to you. Her's was of pain and anger that she would hide for eternity. Her's was of things she would never speak. And finally of a path no other would understand or want to understand just watch and behold.
She would be considered the Shadow Star. The one person who would never hurt you or never mean to but yet it ran along her destiny. Her heart was not gold, it was ice, it held so much care for others yet none for herself. She was as good as dead to herself. Yet whenever you need someone or wish things would be better, she will be there to help you and then leave faster then you know just to make sure she does not spread her pain onto you. This is Shadow Star.
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