loosing it

My rent was due
Yesturday
My sister says I'm having
a bad hair day
And I don't know
Just what to do
I dont know
Who to turn to

My van's broken
Dont have a bus token
Cant aford to eat
And the kids think it's neat -
to yell in my ear
lie to my face
making me wanna run
far away from this place.

Some freaks callin me
saying baby can't I be
your boyfriend?
When will it ever end?
My job's a flop
Dog ate the mop
and the cat's pregnant
sinks overflowing ants.

and I dont know
just what to do
seems trouble grows
wherever it wants to
and I dont know
just who to call
when I feel like I gotta scream
I'm loosing it all.

My friends mad
I have called in days
she doesnt see
so many other ways
when I was there for her
she doesnt see
I could use someone
to stand by me.

and Im all alone
in this crowded home
dont have a room of my own
beds got a dog bone
in the middle of it
aint that the pits?
kids still sreaming
its lost its meaning.

loosing it
so stressed out
this cant really be
what its all about.
going crazy
wanna be lazy
and stay in bed
until the pillow rots my head

but the baby took my pillow
and my blankets got a hole
someone ran my underwear
up the flag pole
isnt it cute
isnt it grand
when youve lost it all
and dont understand

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