As you al may know, I've gone through a VERY rough month. One of which is probebly the worst I have ever gone through. In the past month, for sure...suicide has entered my mind. However, i've always known thats not the way to do it. Life comes at you the way god wants it too. I am not so religious anymore, but at one time my family was. I guess with misfortune comes disbelief. In the past month I found out of a life altering event. One of which will forever change my outlook on life, in general, and put my beliefs about certain topics into a completly new prospective. I will not discuss this "change" because it is so durastic that I do not feel I can just tell anyone. Anyways, then I got into a car accident, and my car is a complete write off. My parents were so upset, I ws told I woudl not drive their cars, ever again. PLUS: they were talking of divorce. So I was dealing with that aswell. This was all one month ago, mabe two. ASWELL, i got myself into to some legal trouble, sorta with a fight over money. This got me suspended from school and such. I know what your thinking: Everything you do is result of somthin gyouve done right? YOUR ABSOLUTLY RIGHT so i took responsibility. PRESENTLY: Just today I am still dealing with the life altering change. I will forever deal with it, but will live....My parents talked it over, and I will be allowed to drive, cause they are buying a new car. PLUS i will be able to buy my 2003 Tiburon! Anyways at marriage councilin gthey came to an agreement together, (they have never done that b4) So i am proud of them. The decision was if i take young drivers (drivers training) and pay for the damages..I will be allowed to drive again. I feel this is more then fair! anywho....it amazes me because everything in my life is twist, turned upside down! i mean it went to abolute CRAP..i mean honestly if i coudl tell you all I've delt with ...You'll see that pretty much not even 1% of USM has been through this much at this age..TRUST ME. I have delt with things most of you will never have to deal with..but the whole tim ei just kept thinking, there are people worse off. I dunno i'm coming out of this knowing alot mroe sure, and I will be alot more careful in the future....if any of you want to knwo the real, and whole situation.I will tell you. I just dont want to announce what I've been through..and if anyone needs inspiration..i'm the person to talk too...cause i have been trhough hell and back i nthis last month...no joke...
Josh
P.s If I can make ANYONE can.
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