Date: 7/12/2003 5:20:00 PM
From Authorid: 53900
I understand exactly how you feel. Rape is so hard to overcome and it seems the effects live forever inside of our souls and hearts  |
Date: 7/12/2003 5:32:00 PM
From Authorid: 21867
...I firmly believe rapists should be charged with some form of murder...for they HAVE killed someone...they killed the persons innocence...may this scumbag fry for all eternity. Peace to you my friend,  |
Date: 7/12/2003 6:12:00 PM
From Authorid: 56840
Wow... I can feel where you're coming from. Your poem is powerful, and it brought tears to my eyes thinking of the countless innocents who go through so much pain, even after the fact, just to get their life back.. Keep writing..  |
Date: 7/12/2003 6:17:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 17156
Jessica sad as it is to say the effects are always going to be there I think. It's been five years I've grown and changed but that fear is still as strong as ever. and AS, I agree with you 110% he did kill a pert of me the part that would have been able to go out by herself without fear, and the part that lets people in. Since he was a friend of mine who can I really trust it's only gotten worse over the years not better at all. On the net like here I can talk to people and be myself but in real life I have a hard time making friends because I'm always wondering are they real or are they just going to hurt me. I've always made better friends with guys so it's very hard, girls and dont get along often and when we do I consider it a blessing I just want to find peace and not be afraid to take my kids for a walk in the day light without carrying a knife or turning around every two seconds. Another thing that has come fro this is I hate nudity. Growing up I never had a prob with nudity in movies but now I break down if they show it, I really lose it. One theropist told me to watch "dirty" movies and force myself to over come it. NO way so it's easy to understand why I don't seek help through pros anymore. Thanks for the comments I hope he does fry! Love and Hugs,  |
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Date: 7/12/2003 6:19:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 17156
Lady Blaze it is a shame to think about everyone who has had to deal with this. I have more empathy for others than I do tears for myself. I just wish there was a way to stop it. I know there will never be but I do think they should teach rape awareness in schools, and have people who have lived with it come to speak. Thanks for your input, Love and Hugs, |
Date: 7/12/2003 10:46:00 PM
From Authorid: 49976
I'm really sorry this happened to you hun,I am with the others people who hurt others like this should fry. Good poem.
Hugs&Cookies  |
Date: 7/12/2003 11:33:00 PM
From Authorid: 37150
These r such strong words & i know it is hard 4 u. But ur a Survivor! I've known ppl who have been raped so i understand how it can still haunt u. Take care & God Bless.  |
Date: 7/12/2003 11:36:00 PM
From Authorid: 26452
Oh wow, I am so sorry this happened to you, Icant even begin to imagine what you've been through. I agree 100% with Agent Smith:(  |
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Date: 7/13/2003 11:33:00 AM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 17156
Thank you Halo and yes they should fry, it's just hard to charge them when they wear protection and no one saw a thing it's your word against his. Mayuka, I know that I have survived this ordeal but the effects are sometimes unbearable, I want to help pthers you mentioned that you know ppl that have been raped I'm sorry for this I'm sorry that our world has come to a place where almost everyone in the world knows someone whos been raped or has been raped themselves. Thank you Moon Angel, AS was totally right when he said he should fry, I'm a very forgiving person but no matter how many times my preist or councelors say to forgive and I'll feel better it feels wrong to forgive someone with such malicious intent. He made a decision to harm me and take a piece of my soul with him. Not me. They want me to forgive but I can't and I don't think I ever will. Thank you all for your kindness. Love and Hugs to all, |
Date: 7/15/2003 12:14:00 AM
From Authorid: 56489
Sweet Vixen, I can relate all too well, and I'm sorry. I wrote a poem like this maybe you would like to read it's called " You Ruined Me ".  |
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Date: 7/15/2003 10:42:00 AM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 17156
Aimless I'm sorry that you've been there to, I will check out your poem. Peace to you. Love and Hugs, |
