Do you ever wonder why I never smile? Wonder why I always cry?
It's not that I'm depressed... I'm not pathetic or don't try.
Do you ever wonder why my veins are hidden? Why my shirts are long?
It's not that I'm cold. If you think I'm insecure you're wrong
You always thought you knew me inside and out
But did you ever wonder if that's all I am about?
Did you ever wonder why I look up in the sky and close my eyes and drift away?
It's not that I'm delusional... it's not because I pray
Did you ever wonder why I always found a star to wish upon
I didn't wish to be famous... I wished that I was gone.
I never smile because I have no reason... I cry because I have all the reasons in the world
I've always been so confused, emotions were always swirled
My veins are hidden because I know you couldn't handle the sight
My shirts are long because I beat myself up, every single night
You always thought you knew me... did you know of all I've said?
Did you know that I've always wished to be dead?
If you've ever wondered why I look up to the sky, drowning in its blue
It's because I wished to drown forever... because I wondered about you
~*~*Sarah*~*~ AKA CheeseGoddess
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