I hear them outside, playing and laughing, wishing so hard to be with them. To be accepted and not outcasted.
The outcast. Yea, thats what they all call me. Heh. Was my nickname in school for the longest of times.
Was never easy, moving every other year. I hated the military so much. I finally make a friend and bam time to go.
I'm shy by nature. I try really i do try not to be. But how can you be something your not?
A bookworm, another nickname. I like to read, whenever i get free time i have a book in my hand. They never understood that.
I was outcasted, marked as a nerd or a geek or whatever suited them to call me for that week.
Sure it hurt. But i never showed it. Till that one day. They made me cry with the names they called.
You see, they don't understand what i had to go through while growing up.
Your too fat! Why are you so stupid! What the hell are you doing, don't u ever think!
I guess he thought it would toughen me up. Calling me names and such.
Don't think it really worked. I think it had the opposite effect. Heh. Life sucks sometimes.
I'm all grown up now. Haven't really changed. They are still all out there, while i'm still in here.
My own little world.
I'll fit in one day. You'll see it'll be me out there. But, till then, i'll still be the outcast.
Alone.
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