Lord shed tears upon me,
Ray down the lights so heavenly.
Bring me closer to your form,
Take me far from this universal norm.
Allow me to make sense,
Help diffuse all that is tense.
Take me far to your land,
Unify me with your un-surrendering band.
I give you my all within this forlorn soul,
I understand that each sin has its own toll.
And so I ask no forgiveness for my past,
For I was aware that any day could be my last.
But so much pain and sorrow remains,
Sadly my hope has but been slain.
So I pray to you heavenly father,
Take my soul before life makes it any harder.
Take my cries and aches to hell,
But allow a little peace within me with the angels to dwell.
Take my ignorance and hate to the reddest of all fiery flames,
Give the devil satisfaction, knowing he has won most of his tempting games.
Are you still there?,
My site before you, do you still bear?
Where are you when I need you the most?,
Lord why are you so far from my life?, leaving me so lost.
I do believe in you, I deeply do,
But look my way and take me far from all that I once knew.
I’m sorry if I’m asking for too much from you,
But don’t you leave me now at a time when I most need you.
Take me to heaven and to a soul I won’t tell,
That would seem fair, for I’ve already been in hell.
I don’t need no wings to fly up so high,
Just take me from this life and all that sleeps by.
Is this a test, a way to see if for the heavens I am fit?
I fail my lord, to continue to go on I simply quit.
Lets just get this over with and done,
Make my days darker, take away the stars, the moon, and this frightened sun.
I’m so lonely and cold, so hurt from my own being,
Lord I ask you from the depth of my heart’s endless cries, take away this feeling.
Do you feel my shivers, do you hear my endless screams,
Or am I alone, do you only exist within my forced upon dreams.
Are you going to cry my tears?,
Pain out all my darkest fears?
Bleed my horizon wounds?
Dwell forever in my moods?
What must I do in order for you to act upon me,
Take my sight, blind me from all that I see.
Return these beautiful eyes upon your palm, where they could remain but true.
For I truly don’t understand your way, Don’t these venomous tears ever reach you?
You want me to pray ,
But yet it gets worse day by day.
Joy you want me to this world to give,
When this stressful life you seem glad I live.
Is there a reason why I continue this constant fall,
Am I supposed to wait for some sign or supernatural call?
Whatever it is, no longer am I waiting,
This life I live, every second till the last, for the end I shall be hoping.
----S.B.
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