My heart wants to explode
I fear I can't stop it
I loved you
I thought you loved me
Oh the thought of you makes me want to cry
So much pain hidden inside
What can I do but to believe your lie
And hide away in depression
So I can have my mind lost in something other than you
Gawd this pain is so torturing
Thoughts of you flood into my mind
I can't help it
I try to fight
It's driving me crazy
All you do is ignore me
I'm nothing
That's why there's that other girl here to satisfy you
I can't do the things she can do
I'm nothing...a loser
I wish I could be all that you ever wanted
But I'll never be anything you'd ever want
Maybe I should give into the thoughts of suicide
Die lonely thinking of you
That's what's happening with me anyways
It's tearing me apart from the inside out
And it makes me want to shout
Curse you for being everything I wanted but can't have
Being my best friend
Being my dream
And slowly I slip into darkness
Never to be seen
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