for many years
no one knew who i was
even my friends and family
were kept securely in the dark
for half my life
i pretended to be
a being not quite human
mosty a product of technology
for so long i hid there
within my tapestry of lies
that i lost the truth
and lived what i had fantisised
then a few short months ago
i met someone new
who wasnt fooled by the stories
that even with out me grew
she looked and pressed
searching for the truth
and when she found it i lost her
so the lies were bad, and thats truth
but then she came back,
she wanted to help me she said
to be a man again
and not a story to be had
and try i have
as hard as i can
to leave the lies behind
and learn to be a man
but its hard, dear readers,
harder that i can say
for when the truth is out
there is no where left to hide from the pain
thats why i lied, you see,
to escape my lifes pain
but the truth would have been better,
for the lies still remain
the truth would have faded over time
over time
but the lies have hurt others,
and that is my crime.
i didnt think of anyone else when i started my rumors
i thought only of me, and so they have suffered
but now i try, as hard as i can
to let out the truth and if i can... make amends
do not forgive me,
give it not another thought,
for what i have done
i brought on my self
all the understanding one may give me
matters not in the least,
all the absolotion i would leave at your feet
for only one can forgive me
for what i have done
and that one is my self,
and it will never be done
so listen to just this, my apology if you will
for i truly mean it now, im sorry as <censured>
and i wont tell you all the whys, for there just words
and i will not try to excuse myself, out of my living <cencured>
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