~ Unforseen Tests ..............CC28 ~   Author:  8024  Category:(Poetry) Created:(10/27/2003 3:53:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (282 times) Confusion, an illusion, Out of my senses, love isn't true ... Surrounded by present and past mistrust, I gues lonely is a must ... Tears of a soul, reaching making goals, left in disarray ... Smiles, as mine were sincere, I was throwing away my fear, again to soon ... Lessons, another you have taught, Throw my heart and let it rot , I give in ... Letures from victoria, she blew me off, easily, do they walk, on me ... Another saw me from a poem, living without a home, I guess I should have known ... Now thinking, it is for the best, she is just as all the rest, just having fun ... Jealous, I am not, avoid anger I was taught, the hard way ... Pain it is just thing, more saddness it does bring, but , I've been through worse ... Like the curse of walking @ 15, picked up by some one mean, leaving a lifetime of scars ... And Patricia she was very sweet, a murderer she did meet, leaving me her last angry words ... I guess it started when I was young, life had just begun, and my parents violent part ... Or maybe, it was the fall , that took away it all, leaving me only pain ... I guess it could be my God, using his precious rod, to strike down my sucess Come on, I' m still standing here, waiting ..bring on another test ... You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author:  8024 ( Click here ) Spring is coming