Always being tossed around, like I have no say
I'm just like you, trying to make it through another day
Yes it hurts to say goodbye, it's hurts terribly
But all I have done is hurt you, scarred you eternally
The sun it does not shine, not for the likes of me
I am a dirty person, that never pays the fee
And yes I like to see people hurt, but not anymore
All I have left is my heart, oh so sore
I just want someone to suffer, just like I have
But that was just so selfish....I don't deserve half
I want so much for you to be proud
Not see the real me, obnoxious, lazy, and loud
Wanting so much attention, that no one can ever give
And yet I still manage to live
You filled me with dreams, hope, and faith
But I guess that I just realized this too late
You're such a fantastic person, and I am just so bad
I sit here just thinking, needing to be sad
The only way to get through is to pity myself
Though I say I don't, I really need your help
You made me realize what things could be
If you turned them around and made them become happy
Optimistic is how you are, and how I wish to be like you
But there goes another wish that won't come true
And the things I said, and the things I did.... I know it's no excuse
But its the best I can say, the only thing I can use
And sitting here crying is all I can do, because I never let you know
That you mean so much to me...and now you just let me go
-Heather AKA Gothic Angel
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