I know I haven’t treated you
The way that it should be,
I know that I haven’t been the best
And this I now do see.
I know at times that things are rough
I promise that I’ll try,
To love you more and more each day
Until the day I die.
I’ve come to realize lately
A lot has to do with my past,
I’ve been hurt by many people
That by now it should have passed.
Unfortunately it hasn’t
I thought that maybe it had,
But I haven’t been myself for a long time
And I think that’s why I’m mad.
I’ve built a wall around me
That’s so hard to break,
And through the years the walls got thicker
To break them I just can’t shake.
It isn’t right to take it out
On the ones you love,
So, what I am asking for is help
From you and those up above.
It goes way back to Janet*
And things she’s put me through,
It’s like she started a trend
For others to treat me so cruel.
I guess my hurt was deeper
Then I have ever expected,
I’m sorry I’ve taken it into our marriage
Cause I won’t have you feel rejected.
I love you more then you will ever know
It may not seem that way right now,
Just please try to be patient with me
Because this is my solemn vow.
*Janet was a foster child we used to have with us.
Andrea - ItalianPrincess
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