Another long one, lol.
I see your pain, I see your suffering
I hear your cries for help, I hear your muffled screams
I see you, I hear you
And I'm scared to feel that there's a part me
That doesn't care at all
I know I care, I know I do
But I don't call you
I don't help you
I don't try to save you from yourself
But why?
Why won't I do something
Why do I have to be so cowardous
I want to help
I want you to feel again
Instead I sit by watching you
As you slowly seem to die inside
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I really wish I could
Do everything I want to do
But I'm so scared
So scared of facing the truth
The truth of you
And see your words for what they really are
Cries for help, cries of fear
I want to help you heal your pain
But I can't do it alone
Maybe I can't do it at all
I'm not strong enough
I'm too afraid to be a friend
Instead I hide from the words of truth
From the painful words that come from you
I'm sorry, I'd give anything to get over my weakness
To escape this fear of the truth
This fear of losing you
I'm helpless, I'm broken
I can't do anything of worth to you
Oh I'm so sorry for my helplessness
I've been so dumb, tried to be so numb
I've kept myself from you
Pretending and pretending
Seeking and fleeing
From the truth you revealed to us all
That you were sinking, you are sinking
I wish I could hold you up
I wish I knew how
But I don't know if I have the strength
To change anything
To help you like I want to
I want to save you
I want to save you from yourself
I wish I knew how
I don't know how
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