No-one to talk to Everything falling apart again I'm not holding together, or am I???
I haven't bleed, in nearly a month, but ive nearly broken it and im so scared again...
I lost it today though and i am so mad at myself it had nearly been 2 weeks and i lost it today
just twice i had done it in a month, only twice which for me is really good... im so angry at myself, i do it i just cant help...
I really need to talk, but i just cant yet, so im writing this... i just need to
Im so scared, that if i dont leave, i wont be here, and if i do....
would i make it back... im so scared of that and its scary to think of... i have tried so hard,
but like always its falling apart again...
yeah im ranting in my poem, and i dont really care, im disappointed in myself, for not tlaking....
at least i havent bleed.... not yet!
im proud of that at least, well only now im really depressed.... ahhh yeah im ranting!
*hugz* LiL LePpY!
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