Why do you lie, why do you hate? Why do you reject the life that you create, Why do I despair? You act as if I'm not even there. Why do you act like you don't care? Is it me, is it you? Is there something I can do?
You hate the life I live, the lip I give. You don't care about the bad times I've underwent, the bars that I've bent, the lonely hours I've spent in darkness, you weren't there for me, why should I care about you?
Why do you laugh, why do you cry, Why do you act like you're not there whenever I stop by? Why weren't you there for my first date? Why didn't you wait for me, I don't deserve this hate.
You hate me, you hate my friends, you hate everything about me, But why? That is the only question, what did I do to deserve this. Everytime I talk to you, I ball up my fist. But I'm not sure if it's in anger, or in pain.
Why did you leave me, did you think I would live peacefully? Why don't you call? Why do I have to call you? Are you ashamed that I'm a part of you? I'm your son, do you even care? You have more kids, so it's easy for you. But moms, I have only one. You're it, why can't you let down your guard, just forfeit.
It's getting to be too much to handle, I'm hurting, I'm mad, I can't escape the pain, I can't control the rage. And it's because of you. I don't know why you decided what you did, You thought you were too young to have a kid.
Look at me now, can you see me now, look what I've become. Why don't you care?
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