Date: 4/3/2004 8:02:00 PM
From Authorid: 10030
It's not wrong at all to want those things. I want them too. Could you start taking dance (art, voice, etc) classes or find a job as a camp counselor over the summer? If you truly want to, give Katie a second chance. Otehrwise, try to find some new friends through activities or a job. I wish you the best of luck!  |
Date: 4/3/2004 8:06:00 PM
From Authorid: 49091
Your not wrong on it. My girlfriends and I do it allll the time. We are constantly talking about SOMETHING or doing something together. Weither it's going to the mall even though there are cob webs in our wallets or if its to see a movie or even to google at the hot guys that walk by (LOL) Sounds like you jusrt wanna get out in the world and have some fun baby!!! And there is NOTHING wrong with that!!! I'd fly you out here to hang with me, but I'm broke...LMAO Sounds like your just a normal teen wanting to get out in the world. Go meet people. G out all night. Party, go to the pool, hang out at the mall, laugh about your old times. Do what every teenager wants to do!!! (that had NOTHING to do with drinking under age and doing drugs LMAO) Go have some fun hunny!!! *huggs*  |
Date: 4/3/2004 8:09:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 15675
thanks HolliBerry. Trouble with Katie in short is she does all those things described and then some. She continually used me and it just was degrading to me. I always termed it as 'paying her to be my friend'. Thats literally what it was. I do take vocal classes but its a private thing, I've never really heard of any group ones. I *would* LOVE to take a dance class but money might be a prob (and currently its driving.) See drivings a big one here. I DID try to socialize by going to the UU (unitarian/universalists) church but that church is almost an hour away and needless to say (since none of us can drive) its hard to spend time with those people. I quit going because it was just a hassle to get up so early to go for an already early service. I'd love a job and I hope to get one this summer :) but Im not banking on it tell I have my GED (for anyone who cares to say on that I have to study an hour or so a day for that every day this summer but I mean thats not a big in my way thing.) Hmm the camp thing would be interesting but I havent really socialized in this area and I have no clue what camps are around here :/ I also have no expierence on any of that and cant say Id be the camp type. There *was* a camp (I seen on KiwiBox ;)) for musicians in Chicago but it was a $1000 or so dollars and thats just to much money even with a scholarship :/... Thanks though! Im glad to know im not 'fantasizing' about some teenage movie dream here. To me those things mentioned are just what normal teens do and I didnt think it was to much to ask but then again I have no clue :/...  |
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Date: 4/3/2004 8:12:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 15675
Thanks Got Bubbles :). Im not interested in the drug/drinking/sex scene and I know thats probably made me an outcast LOL (I know u were teasin just had to say :p!) I will do these things this summer but its going to feel empty handed. To top it off guess what I found out after this post was posted? My sister (my only friend and I dont live with her) wont be able to come up here for my bday party because she'll have school (it gets out late) then drivers ed for 6 weeks immediatly after. :( now I dont even have anyone to celebrate my bday with other then my grandparents and cousins (I say *anyone* as in ya know the normal teen kinda thing.) My sister has been treating me awful lately anyways...she doesnt want to come up here for more then a week at all this summer and she keeps telling me to come there but I know what will happen if I do, she'll spend 2 hours with me the whole time and ignore me the rest (as she has the last 3 times in 6 months I've been up there.) Ugh... |
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Date: 4/3/2004 8:12:00 PM
From Authorid: 49091
Holli Berry posted a great idea. Take a dance class. Or a sports class. Become a lifeguard over the summer. You'll meet a lot of new people!! Personally, dance is a great sport. I love to dance. I met a LOT of new people through my dance classes. Have fun!!!! *hugglies* |
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Date: 4/3/2004 8:13:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 15675
I may look into the dance classes :) I wish I could do a lifeguard thing but I dont have the training :( and with the GED and getting my liscense I dont have time to train for it either...thanks guys for your suggestions :) |
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Date: 4/3/2004 8:55:00 PM
From Authorid: 49091
Aight, thats it! I'm flyin you out here!! lol If she wont hang with you I will!! LOL |
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Date: 4/3/2004 8:57:00 PM
From Authorid: 49091
Your only older then me by a year one month and 3 days. If I did that right..LMAO We can kick it! LOL |
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Date: 4/3/2004 9:03:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 15675
aww got bubbles I wish *hugs* |
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Date: 4/4/2004 9:24:00 AM
From Authorid: 10030
Maybe I've asked you this before, but you're on Kiwibox? |
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Date: 4/4/2004 10:39:00 AM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 15675
I *was* but I left. I used to report there (lipgloss2005) but when we got a new SE to cover that part lets just say me and her didnt get along and I got sick of it and left. |
Date: 4/4/2004 2:05:00 PM
From Authorid: 43807
try out for the school play or community theatre. Those are great you make friends and relationships that last forever.  |
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Date: 4/4/2004 3:08:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 15675
umm Donuts even when I was in school the 'crowd' I was with was the play/drama/music fanatics and lets just say they werent the best people. I dont think our town has a community theatre and my towns/schools are VERY clicky so I gave up with theatre. Lol for anyone who thinks Im hallcuinating I had a drama teacher who cast his son and all his senior friends in EVERY play that year. So I said to heck with it its not fair for anyone let alone me. |
Date: 4/5/2004 12:15:00 PM
From Authorid: 30786
My friendships are like your "fantasy" ones. They do exist out there. You need to find a new group of friends. Obviously. These girls are trying to tear everyone down for being thin and jealousy/rivalry should not come into play within a friendship. Stand tall, and move on. They will drag you down with them if you continue to hang out with them. You know you deserve better, now get out there and get it  |
Date: 4/9/2004 7:24:00 PM
From Authorid: 21912
of course its not wrong to want that. I wanted that all through my high school life as well but i never got that cause my friends now going on 6 years have never asked me to do anything. I'm always asking the one to do stuff but she always turns it down. So it's obviously not me, i found someone new and who's active and likes to get out and do stuff. And that's what u need, people who arent lazy  |
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Date: 4/9/2004 7:50:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 15675
wow sweet honey that doesnt sound like a good friend (me and my 'ex' friends had been friends ooh bout 6 years when I got rid of them/they got rid of me.) |
Date: 4/20/2004 9:31:00 PM
From Authorid: 31048
You aren't wrong at all to want that...everyone wants that. Getting a job would be great for you...not only will you start to be good friends with your coworkers, but you'll meet new people every day. There is nothing wrong with you, you just have to be in the right environment for friendships to happen naturally. Good luck :)  |
