Standing here
Not knowing whether to cry
Or to simply smile
Not having an explanation why
Personal attacks
Come from every angle
My heart beats faster with every word
My mind tries to fight through this tangle
I feel as though I'm falling
Even though my feet are on the floor
I feel as though I'm running
Even though I can't even reach the door
This nightmare spins around me
But is nothing less than reality
I can't seem to catch my breath
What is happening to me?
My eyes cloud over
My heart skips too many beats
My head feels light and dizzy
My emotions can't take this heat
I feel as though I'm falling
But there's nothing I can grab on to
And nobody sees enough to catch me
Maybe they do and just don't want to
*caitieanjel*
Hey everyone, this poem is describing how I feel right now. I was just fired, unjustly, from my job. They falsely accused me of several things. It was only my second week. I'm questioning my religion. I'm questioning my standards. My best friend is leaving for college soon. A guy I really liked, and who I thought liked me, ended up liking my friend. He just used me to get closer to her. I found out that I won't be able to graduate early (as has been my plan for two years) because certain credits I earned don't count. So ... yeah ... my life is falling apart and I feel as though I'm falling too ...
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