Hi Sur5r, You've always given me great advice, and for that I thank you so much. Your insight has always meant a lot to me, and rang true every time. I'm sorry if this is too long, but I thought you might want to get a good feel for the situation.
I feel like I am a magnet for jerks. Every guy I've ever been involved with has cheated on me and/or treated me badly, no matter how good I am to them. Over and over again, I think that I've come across a good one, only to discover lies, secret girlfriends, abuse, etc. It just never ends. I pretty much expect to be cheated on now. My love life is one disappointment after another, and I am way past sick of it. I have tried taking a long break from dating, just letting things flow and see how it goes, and as soon as I get back into the scene again, I'm screwed all over again. I know that I have a lot of love in my heart to give and could be a great girlfriend to someone one day, but I feel that if things like this keep happening to me, I won't be able to love someone as fully and as openly as I could have a couple of years ago. It's like I'm getting numb inside. That scares me so much, Sur5r...
What I would like to know is,
When I am going to find a good relationship? What can you tell me about him? And most importantly, how can I heal from the pain I've gone through from past relationships?
Thank you so much for your consideration, I appreciate it *hugs*
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