I started having horrible dreams late December and January. For about two weeks almost every night I had a dream that someone I knew died. Sometimes I saw them die where other times I just heard them.In one dream my sister was on a honey moon and fell down a waterfall. I tried to help her but I almost died too. I had a dream that a few of my uncles died and my father. A friend of mines child I dreamed of her death.
I was with her in a truck with one of my male friends and she fell out the window and once again I tried to help her but I couldn't. I started getting worried about these dreams. I told my mother about them and she didn't think much of it.
I was waiting for someone I loved to get badly hurt of die. I was really starting to go nutz over it. I didn't want to go to sleep, I tried every night to stay up. It was on my mind every minute of the day. I didn't know what to do.
When I woke up one morning, after another dream, i understood it. My mother told me that a boy that I grew up with, that I tried so hard to help him get his life back, was being secearch by the police. He was acuse of murdering a 20 year old woman.
I couldn't believe it. I wouldn't believe it. NOt him..
Another girl, him, and I would play all the time when we were little. And he liked me so much and we went out a few times. And I was always there helping him. I got him to stop doing his drugs for a few months. He was clean...until he started hanging out
with the other two guys that are also acused of murder. Our last converstation was him crying for hours on my shoulder because his girlfriend went behind his back and had an abortion. He cryed about the abortion then kills a woman.
He is in prison for life of course. And he wants me to write to him. I still can't believe it. I know understand my dreams. In my dreams a loved one was dieing and I couldn't help them. In real life a loved one killed and I couldn't help him or help the victim.
