A friend of mine was killed in a car crash. She was such a loving wonderful person. Always thought others before herself. She could always make everyone/anyone laugh no matter how they were feeling.About a month before she died, she set a goal for herself. A few of our male friends were what you could say sliding down the hill. They were starting drugs, doing stupid stuff like smashing mail boxes, and even
getting into fights with baseball bats. She was trying her hardest to keep them out of trouble. She was like their guardain angel. And she did help them alot just not all the way. When she was killed they became
worse. 10 months after her death I have been fighting to finish her goal. I started haveing visits from her into my dreams. She talked to me and gave me the courage to help them. She was so beautiful. Her face
glowed and she acted like she had not one worry. My dreams would come every night. Exactly a year after her death, two years of having her in my dreams, a few of the guys were also in a car crash. They had been
drinking and they wouldn't let me drive them home. I was with them and I was trying everything I could to stop them. I tosted their keys out the window many times even. We hit a telephone post. I was in the passanger seat
and I was thrown out of the car. The driver was thrown out as well and hit the post that was snapped into two. I still remember lieing on the ground not feeling anything. I knew I was hurt and I knew they were too. I tried to force
myself to get up and help them to at least see if they were okay. But I couldn't move. I just stared into the dark sky. Then the sky that was black turned completely white. And she was there. She told me not to worry. That she was
the reason of the accident. She said not to blame myself for not getting them to not drive. She also said that her goal must be finished tonight. I couldn't talk but she knew what I was saying. I asked her why a car crash. She told me
that I will understand later on. She then disapeared and the whiteness vanished. I could hear the guys groaning and some movement coming towards me. They all appeared before me and slowly they all started crying. One started shaking me.
They thought I was dead. I couldn't move not even blink. Another guy started yelling. I don't remember what he was yelling though. After a few minutes nothing changed. I started trying to get her to come back but she didn't. I was even starting
to think I was indeed dead. Suddenly I felt a warmness on my body and quickly all the guys moved away from me. I then heard her vioce. I remember her telling me to close me eyes. I closed my eyes for the first time since the accident and the warmness left me.
It only seemed like I had my eyes closed for a few seconds. When I opened them I was in bed at home. I thought it was all a dream. I got out of bed with no pain or soreness. When I walked into the livingroom my parents rushed to me and started
telling me that I shouldn't be up. I should be resting. I sat down and asked them why. They told me that my male friends and I got in a car accident. That the car's brakes went out and we hit a phone post. The guys were all okay and home resting too. They
of course was worried because I asked them why and I quickly made them think that I did remember. I still didn't believe it until a few days later when I ran into one of the guys. He didn't even have a scratch one him. He looked healthy as can be.
I thanked her and I felt a warm hand touch mine. She then whispered her good byes. A few weeks later the guys and I were hanging out and they told me that they were confused about the crash. They still remember what really happen. When
my body got warm and they moved away from me, they saw her kneeling next to me. They know and I do too. She finished her goal.
