Alright so...I KNOW that when it comes to a crush, you just gotta come out and admit it to them. But sometimes it just feels better to talk about it with others. You know?
So basically...I really like this guy I work with. He sometimes flirted with me for a while, and that's as far as it went. But in the past few months, I've been going to movies with him. But it's frustrating, because it seems like I'm the one whose taking the initiative.
The first time I asked over our radios at work if anyone wanted to go see the midnight premiere of Indiana Jones. He said he'd go, and that I could call it a date if I wanted to (lol, I never did...maybe that's my first mistake...I worry that that was his big move but I didn't act on it so it got his hopes down.)
The second time we were in the break room cause our lunches overlapped. We were talking about movies (seems all we can ever talk about) and I said I wanted to see Hancock but didn't have anyone to go with (yes, I was hinting.) He said he'd go. So I met him at the theater that night. It was July 4th.
This third time, he kept asking if I was going to the batman midnight premiere. I told him I'd think about it cause I had to be at work at 9 in the next morning. But I decided I'd go, cause the way I figured I could operate on 5 hours of sleep (turned out to be even less, I couldn't fall asleep so I only got like less than 2.) So I sent him a text saying I was going.
I met some friends and we were going to go out to eat before we went, so I decided to get even braver and I sent him a text message asking him what time he was going to get there, and told him that we were going to Hooters and asked if he wanted to go. He asked who was going, I told him, and he said sure. So he met us there, we hung out and joked around then went to the movie. AND he dressed nice too (well so did I lol).
But it was a great time, and I'm glad I went.
But it's like, I think it's really starting to put a damper on my hopes because it seems that it's only me that has any guts. Or it's starting to make me wonder if the possibility of him just not liking me like that is even more well, possible.
I'm still not brave enough to just come out and say to him that I like him. But aren't I putting off some signals by wanting to hang out with him and stuff?
I guess I'm just impatient when it comes to something I want to happen now. But thanks for listening anyway :)
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