Verge Of A Mental Breakdown`Psyguy   Author:  63026  Category:(Discussion) Created:(7/24/2008 8:05:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (155 times) Ever since I took my vacation two weeks ago, I have been a different person. I dont know if it was cause I was off work, and it felt good, realizing I made my job my life. Maybe I secretly realized that I don't really have to work at the daycare to be happy. Ever since my vacation I have been fighting insomnia, I've been indecisive, wanting to sell everything, then changing my mind, to wanting to sell everything. I am moody, and I lost all interest in my job. I have 3 reasons why I'm there, and it's not really good lol. I am not satisfied like I once was, its like something is missing. (My aunt)... I feel like all the things I ever loved, was validated by my aunt, bobbleheads, autographs of my favorite players, going to ballgames, sharing that with my aunt. I am wanting to move to Tennessee, but I dont really want to move all my things, but I also dont want to get rid of it. I have a dog, and I've had him for 6 years, And I would never give him up, and I dont want to move him away from my mom and dad. I know he would miss them, and they would miss him. I dont know anymore, I just feel like Im just drifting, and I have no real direction. I cant take another vacation from work, I do have another week, But this time, if and when I take it, I am going away. I dont know what to do :( You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author:  63026 ( Click here ) Spring is coming