You met me but a week or so ago, and already I've seen things that I didn't like, nor understood. You seem to be honest, and a sweet soul. But deep dark souls seem to follow you where you must go.
Today the hardest day of any other day. I know it doesn't make sense, but I don't care. I cannot care. The sweetness in the air almost got me, but then a dark cloud killed me.
Its okay you don't have to understand, no one really does anyway. My thoughts and then my feelings were almost too much to understand, I pushed them aside as I was afraid again.
Two days ago this would have been okay, but yesterday was about the worst day of my life, and now today. It just adds to the pain, the pain of forgiveness but not hurt. The pain almost bearable, but taken almost like a pill.
Most people would think of the situations you face every day was like a chore. Something that can be forgotten and picked up another day. But the feelings you have at the moment cant be silenced, in fact you're almost immune to the torment of darkness.
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