reoccuring wheelchair girl

When I was younger, I had this reoccuring dream. It was about this girl about 10 or 12, she was in a wheelchair. She wore a pink ruffled dress and, a pink bow in her hair. She was very pale and she had shining honey blonde hair that hung down in large bannana curls. In the dream she was supposed to be my best friend,however(in real life) I did not know her, and have never met anyone that resembles her to this day. I did not know her exact age, or even her name. She always wanted to shw me this "trick" she could do in her chair. There was this cement stair case next to the sidewalk , leading down to an outside entrance to a basement, or underground storage unit or something. Anyway, there was this very thin pipe railing on the stairway. She somehow got her cahir up on top of this pipe railing(I never saw how she did that part) then she would just start spinning in circles on one wheel.Fast circles, she would spin faster and faster, then she would eventually fall to her death at the bottom of the cement satircase. Now I can't remember exactly(cause it has been a very long time since I had this dream) But it seems like the wheelchair just disappeared when she died. At this point I would always wake up with tears streaming down my face, and a terrible sense of loss. I have not had the dream since I was a kid, but It will always remain vivid in my head. I never really tried to analyze it, cause I was young, but now I kind of wander if it had some meaning to it.It always left me feeling sad and lonely.

I think it has helped me appriciate life, to know that at any moment something could happen, even to the most innocent of us.

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