Heaven seems so far away
I'm not sure if I can wait 'til my day
As I sit and toke from my bong
I can't help but wonder what went wrong
I come from a broken family
People don't understand what happened to me
Abused as a kid
For everything I did
Because I didn't like my green beans
My father would get angry and mean
He hit me in my head
Tell me he wished I were dead
All I could do is sit and cry
God knows how hard I tried
To choke down my food
So he wouldn't be in a bad mood
I couldn't help but think
"Its all my fault that he drinks"
I have sworn to myself that I will not be like him
My children's lives will never grim
I am going to be the best dad
That any child ever had
I will not be like my father
Deep down I am still bothered
Some say I need a shrink
Others say I am fine as long as I don't drink
I don't know what to believe
I just know I want to achieve
Everything my father has lost
I will succeed at any cost
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