~The Pain Continues~....Banner   Author:  1432  Category:(Poetry) Created:(2/26/2001 11:17:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (543 times) Looks like my dry spell is over, only to be brought back do to sadness :-(. Why do I bother going forth Only to have emotions stomped on? Why were these hurting feelings created Having this lingering pain so long? People seeing what they only want to see Afraid to step forth and open up inside. Ignoring the ones they were once close too To scared I guess, or too much pride. I'm tired of feeling the sorrow and pain Being shoved away like some unwanted thing. This happening so much in my short lifetime An honest equal friendship I would do anything. I look at other souls and remember the pain Wondering if they will slash me just like you did. The nagging doubt and many walls blocking Opening up to my full extent as I once did. You caused this sheild I hold over my feelings The armor I wear 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Hurt I thought was once gone, erupts later in pain Is what I'm looking for, to unbelievable to seek? I was hurt before you, but thought you were real Little did I know, you were the final straw to snap. Feelings erupt to screaming rage, pain and tears The truth I seeked all thrown in my lap. Will I open all the way ever again? Open my dark hurting heart to someone real? Letting me be free, releasing hidden dark tortures? Until then they get buried under a thin seal. Only to erupt later without warning. All because of what you did. To my ex best friend Banner You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author:  1432 ( Click here ) Spring is coming